The Universe

with me random thoughts are a common phenomenon. For those who know me well, would agree that I kind of take things to a different level. one of my ex manger remarked my thought process to be at 40,000 feet. He found me to be a very difficult person. oddly we managed to work together for about 5 years. That is 1/3rd of my working life. I have many more years to go. anyways I should be coming back to the point of this post.

Philosophy as a decipline imbibe's  thinking on various topics and different methods. In some sections of a society a 'Thinker' is well respected. I am just a mad man from where I come from. here people do not identify thinking as a higher function but just a waste of time. Education played its part in impairing our kind. somehow I have survived this disaster but have been left an outcast.

yesterday I tasked myself to build an argument against a statement which questions the existence of the universe. before I proceed, let me clarify my point of view for the reader here. There is nothing wrong in questioning the existence of the universe. This in fact leads to discoveries. if people in earlier times had not bothered with this question then our knowledge of universe would have been limited. Might not have been there. today we know much more then we used to know a 100 years back. each passing day brings us new information. everyday we receive light from a star billions of light year away, to us which seem frozen in time.

"I don't want to live" - These words ring alarm bells for me. Mental health today is handled far better then back in my teenage. The world has progressed quite well. There are things I can talk about now which I never knew existed. it was also because of the section of society which I belonged. I was just one amongst the many underprivileged souls. I was very naive. I may still be.

anyways, I don't think I will be able to come up with an argument which is solid enough to last. speaking of universe is just too much for me. its kind of overwhelming to think of the role I play in this universe. That kind  that makes me feel insignificant and hence - what is the point of life.

but, universe can also be considered as a dimension. For the sake of argument lets consider that we both existed in a separate universe. Here only you and me existed. so now tell me what do you think about this ?

Morning Vibe - a random thought

if it were not for gravity I would have been lost between the up and down. I have already lost my NEWS to the darkness. The disorientation is temporary and things seem settled down after a while.  

I categorically use the term 'while' to quantify time here knowing the vague nature of it. but I deliberate to leave it to the judgement of the reader on how much a while should be. the context of time is meaningless while talking about self experiences.  Okay, I deliberated again in my use of 'while' in the previous line. That was not my attempt to confuse you but I was just trying check if you are paying attention.

Now that I have your attention we can talk about myself. I will start by saying "I am a god".

Please repeat after me "I am a god". 

yes, wonderful, now that you have said it out loud, let me also repeat  "yes, you are a god". A god trapped in this human shell wandering around this land. 

let go of your desire to hold on and hold on to your desire to let go. was that confusing? are you still with me ? 

This is the best part about writing I feel. it provides freedom to both the writer and the reader.  I can continue to write paragraphs after paragraphs without making iota of sense. but the reader may chose to stop reading immediately after the first line or continue till the very end.

Now that is a choice. but gravity does not allow us to chose. now matter who you are, how heavy or lighter you are - with gravity in affect you will go down. unless you are being propelled by a booster rocket or jets to elevate you. The lesson here is simple - we may have the freedom to chose but our choices can be limited.

The sooner we realise this nature the easier life becomes for us. after all we are god trapped in this shell, governed by this body, a medium to live and transcend.

~ Random Thought