life

life in its own has been amazing to me.
i don't know how it happned but yes it has happned, i have fallen for her. i love life very much, so much so that i am not letting it go, no matter how it treats me. after all life is only fair, it only treats us on our merits. it makes the most non biased decisions, it only gives us what we deserve and not what we want, and it all comes in its own due time. we are insignificant to her, so she will not listen to us, she doesn't hear our cry of pain or joy. she has just one goal and that is to propogate throughout this world and world of worlds.
She is the mother of all mothers, we are nothing to her yet every thing to her.
I have heard many people saying life is not fair. when they suffer, they blame it on others. if they cannot find other to blame they will blame it on the situation in which they were put in by life.
we can ourselve run our life or ruine it by our actions and reaction.
every thing good or bad we do comes back to us eventually. its the failsafe mechanism of life which makes sure we do not destroy this planet and emty it of its most beautiful creation called 'life'.
of all the facts and figures and all the understanding , still life came to be on this planet as nothing more then a miracle. those who do not understand it work toward destroyin it, people of god believe life was created by god , people of science belive it started with a chemical reaction. life has given us liberty to belive what we want. but it has not given us liberty to destroy lives. those who go against these simple rule have to suffer by hands of life .
knowing this , i only want to become a better humanbeing, make my self worthy enough to get the best out of what life has to offer because i know she is going test me for my good and my bad.
life is a good teacher, she keeps giving me lessons , she makes me aware of things i was never aware they existed. she is a humbel queen, in joy she will open her treasures, in rage she will unlease her wrath . she is a friend of friend, she is the happiness, the joy , the courage which sits in our heart in time to need , she is everything , every where , in every one of us. simply i love life , invariabbly i love all , and everthing about it, i have just been rendered incapable of hating ,
but still i am a mere human bound by my mortal self, and so every now and then i commit sins for which i will pay.
oh life forgive me , for i am ready for you as i was as i am .

where the heart desires,
we follow
our dreams
our hopes
our aspirations
our love

the heart has no discrimination,
it only has desire
desire to be with you

the premonition that there can be someone else
who is capable of loving me more
more than my self
has made me euphoric

where do we find love,
love that gives us happiness,
makes us go mad
makes us do thing
which are insanly possible
keeps us awake
changes me in to a child
whos only desire is to be with you

i am what i am
but a pebel on the shore
a boat
at drift
a mountain
a rift
in animate
dark
a hunter
a shark
hungry
for love
my love
it is you

Death

In our life we are made to believe death to be an enigma.
when I expressed my wish to write something about death , I was asked how I would be doing it since I dont have any experience , I should die first.
so I did .
Ignorant are the people who don't understand the simplicity in the cycle of life and death.
since I am only wanting to write about death here I will keep aside the life.
I am a very simple person, as such i only see simplicity in complexity.
death for me is just end of life.
We live only once , but die more than once, b'cause life is not one, but a whole made of number of parts .
Each time that part of our life dies so do we die with it.
Our childhood, our schoollife, our teenages, our memories, every thing has its own life , and it ends in its own time, bringing death to it and thus to us.....

wish

I wish you the same
as you wish for me
you wish me one
I will wish you three
So, wish me some thing really nice
like i could be skeing on lunar ice
drinking hot coffee on top of everest
where all my worries come to a rest
I could fly on my own
then I could be all alone .
If this is what you wish for me
and wishes are for free so I will-
wish you three

fly

I wish to fly so do all,

but today is not my call.

Some day may be I will fly,

when my plans strat to imply.

Unitl then I must wait,

till the fish gets the bait.

One day when i will grow my wings,

I will be in action and i will swing,

Then I will fly to the sun ,

until my wing's burn.

To the ground i will fall

Untill and again comes my call.

friend

you are a friend, one would like.
you are a rose in the bed of spike.
you are gentle you are nice.
like walking in desert and finding ice.
you are tough you are smart.
like Monalisha tha work of art.
you are dashing you are cool
this are just words don't be fool.
:P

First Step

this is a step I have taken.
from a very long sleep i have woken
I need wisdom I need sight
here comes day, bye bye night-
until you come back again
I will be out of my pain.
the morning is soft it is sweet
bye bye my worries, lets never meet
I have started writing
it is better than fighting
what I write is rubbish
because i am foolish
I don't want to cry
it is better to try
I am now moving ahead
this is my First Step