Tashan

Some time I do tings as i feel like doing, at that moment i dont think much. may be i should have taken her permission, or atleast told her about it.
but how can i let her know about it , cause ever since - i have been jinxed. yeah , from that days onwards i have been dying to hear her voice, but all in vain so i finally gave up on the idea.
The sunday was getting so much boring so i asked sachin if he will be intrested in watching Tashan ( i had to persuade him by the idea of kareena in a skimpy swim suit) & he readily agreed since he was also pretty much bored as i am. so at around 3:10 pm we entred raghuleela. To our shock (this was the first time i had entred a theater without checking the papers) there was no show of Tashan running there. the list of other available options was also frightening. the decision was made to run out, get a news paper and make it to the movie where ever it was available. 3:20 blood was pulsating through the body, we where going towards borivali station on S.V road , i knew there besides the sai baba nagar petrol pump was a news paper vendor. sachin got the Mid-Day and i immediately pulled out the movies section going through all cinemas where Tashan was running. My eyes lit up when i shaw Tashan show starting as 3:45 running at 24 Carat . I looked at my watch, it was 3:25 and looked at sachin and asked shall we ? we just had 20 minutes befor the show will start so now i was racing against time, the bike was flying , on the ways we did abbuse a few autos, a tanker. the ride was one of my usual stuff , at 3:42 i rode into the basement parking of 24 Carat. It was a mad rush at the ticket counter, still the black marketiers where in boom. Sachin and i decided to stand in different Queues so atleast one of us can get hold of the remaining few tickets. when i reached the window, a realisation was made that all the tickets have been sold out except for one and so i moved towards sachin with a hanging face who was more chirpy than usual with a big grinn and tickets in hand, and it was from the counter it self not the black. i was still confused how on counter they sold out and other was still selling.
any ways the two box tickets took us three flights up, which we ran tha whole ways, missing the elevator due to our time constraints. sachin still had to relieve him self of his bodily fluids so i gave him one ticket and movein in the darkness. lucky i could still catch the titles. soo after sachin also walked in, so that was it - here i am not going to tell u the story-but i will tell you about a scene in the movie when it was running i sank into my seat. it was like this - most of the movie keeps going into flash back and coming back. the scene where young Bacchan Pandey jumps over a tempo , a balcony, a terrace, a rift to talk to young Gudiya. there Gudiya asks bacchan to eat chillies to which bacchan eats them as it were a candy or sweet. At that i was set back in time to the very same moment where i was asked to jump and i did, wear a party cap and i did, this time around i found my self to be doing it all over again. the mind was lost. and again i come back to my senses to realise i had lost that moment. i was sitting in 24 Carat watchin Tashan.
It is a very late realisation which has come to me, if i had jumped love would have saved me.