Where did this pain come from?

Don’t know what to make of this question being asked to me time and again. I could have said that I am born with it. But it’s not true. We cannot be born with pain. Our childhood is less painful and I know it for a fact. I can also add that most of us don’t even remember that phase of our early childhood. I don’t know how I was when I was a year old. Good bad nothing I remember of it. Trying to remember it now itself is a pain.

Pain comes from the same place where love is generated. It is also quoted “if there weren’t love, I would have never known pain”. Yes this love I talk about is so dilute. For me it is everywhere. I love my family, friends, my things and not to miss out on my world. When we love, we do not expect things to change. But change they do as the only one constant is change. And so whenever things it causes pain.

Even if I can live with all this pain still it hurts. And so I have taken hurting as a part of my life. I can always start caring less about petty things which cause me pain. But for that I would have to change my core nature. I would have to stop loving my world. I would have to stop living in a way which have enabled me to walk through my life in a easy manner. The fact of the matter is that I have moved too much ahead in my life to move back. Now this pain is what just a routine. So basically the answer to the question is – I have lived my life along with pain and so it has come along with me.