Today you said you dont want to talk to me for the next 10 days.
Post that I have been silent. We have still been conversing by means of smileys but I haven't used any words.
From what I understand you have an exam in 10 days. You need to really prepare for it. All I am doing is proving to be a distraction to you. I want to help you in anyways I can. So instead of talking I am just going to write out here. I hope you don't mind. Also I will try to be discrete so no personal details are posted. So you should not mind.
Today was okay for me. Being the first day it was a bit difficult to control myself. But I think I did good. sorry if this seem extreme to you. I know you do expect me to talk. I know you will not mind if I talked. But I think I will wait for 10 day. These days will pass just like that. I am willing to take that pain and I hope you will also take the pain to study.
I know you have bigger plans. I did prove to be a distraction by sharing some details today. I shouldn't have done that. I am sorry for that. Though I have figured out what you can do for a year. That we can talk after 10 days.
The painting came out good. I like it.
I took the IQ test and scored a 129. I bettered by previous score by 2 points. Though if I had made it to 132 then they would have have made me a member of mensa.
You are very lucky. Glad they are safe. No matter how old we grow but we still need them. I am saying out of my personal experience. Keeping all my difference aside I still look forward to dad.
And I am not angry or offended. My trust in him is by my trust in you. So if you trust him then I do to. Based on that I was neither offended or angry.
You can continue sharing. I am not going to talk till you are done with exams.
I will continue writing here. I will write as much as I can. But for specific details I will just wait until we talk next.
I hope by now you know how amazing woman you are.
There is so much I want to talk. I hope can remember and keep so much in my mind.
My last parting words... STUDY
