where the heart desires,
we follow
our dreams
our hopes
our aspirations
our love

the heart has no discrimination,
it only has desire
desire to be with you

the premonition that there can be someone else
who is capable of loving me more
more than my self
has made me euphoric

where do we find love,
love that gives us happiness,
makes us go mad
makes us do thing
which are insanly possible
keeps us awake
changes me in to a child
whos only desire is to be with you

i am what i am
but a pebel on the shore
a boat
at drift
a mountain
a rift
in animate
dark
a hunter
a shark
hungry
for love
my love
it is you

Death

In our life we are made to believe death to be an enigma.
when I expressed my wish to write something about death , I was asked how I would be doing it since I dont have any experience , I should die first.
so I did .
Ignorant are the people who don't understand the simplicity in the cycle of life and death.
since I am only wanting to write about death here I will keep aside the life.
I am a very simple person, as such i only see simplicity in complexity.
death for me is just end of life.
We live only once , but die more than once, b'cause life is not one, but a whole made of number of parts .
Each time that part of our life dies so do we die with it.
Our childhood, our schoollife, our teenages, our memories, every thing has its own life , and it ends in its own time, bringing death to it and thus to us.....

wish

I wish you the same
as you wish for me
you wish me one
I will wish you three
So, wish me some thing really nice
like i could be skeing on lunar ice
drinking hot coffee on top of everest
where all my worries come to a rest
I could fly on my own
then I could be all alone .
If this is what you wish for me
and wishes are for free so I will-
wish you three

fly

I wish to fly so do all,

but today is not my call.

Some day may be I will fly,

when my plans strat to imply.

Unitl then I must wait,

till the fish gets the bait.

One day when i will grow my wings,

I will be in action and i will swing,

Then I will fly to the sun ,

until my wing's burn.

To the ground i will fall

Untill and again comes my call.

friend

you are a friend, one would like.
you are a rose in the bed of spike.
you are gentle you are nice.
like walking in desert and finding ice.
you are tough you are smart.
like Monalisha tha work of art.
you are dashing you are cool
this are just words don't be fool.
:P

First Step

this is a step I have taken.
from a very long sleep i have woken
I need wisdom I need sight
here comes day, bye bye night-
until you come back again
I will be out of my pain.
the morning is soft it is sweet
bye bye my worries, lets never meet
I have started writing
it is better than fighting
what I write is rubbish
because i am foolish
I don't want to cry
it is better to try
I am now moving ahead
this is my First Step

now dat i have been left alone by her, here i am back again..
so i am suppose to write something for her
but i dont know what to write .
who is her ?
she is the shadow of my imagination
she is a part of me which i dont know existed until i met her , she is very special to me .she is the one who doesnt want me to be but just lets me be myself with her .she will argue she will fight
she will demand , she will do all that and more, she will just make me suffer but in the end she is the one who loves me and her love is enough for me to bare it all .
what is love ?
some would say love is suffering and many would agree.
only for this reason people think love to be bad cause it makes us suffer. Its is really ignorant to think of love this way. True that it makes us suffer but it also makes us strong. Suffering is just a part of life, part of growing up, making a place for yourself. For those who are afraid to suffer, perish just like that as the castle made of sand in a gust of wind blowing it away. Nothing is for ever not even love & so there is heart break.
love as i put it just a name given to a very entwined relationship between two individuals who are part of that relationship by choice. every time every thing is not in accordance with us. when this happens we need to adjust ourselves according to the situation, yes ther has to be compromise between both the parties, And if this doesn't happen then there is a fallout.
The relationship suffers, hearts break. Its ego that doesnt allow us to make the necessary adjustments so we ourself are to blame for it . so if it is our own doing why dont we stop it ? why do we let our self suffer . The truth is subconsciously we are traind to suffer from the very moment of our birth. The mother who gives birth know how much she had to suffer, but the joy of being a mother has made the suffering insignificant.
All the pain and all the suffering we go through is just for that moment of joy tha moment of glory in some cases which doesnt even last more then a second or so. but we all are willing to endure it ..

cause we all are in love, cause we all know how to love , cause we love to be loved ..

love is just love nothing else..
I would suffer a thousand lives for tha one moment of glory ..one joy ..enough for a life time ..