assesing the damages

The one question which has eluded many for centuries, which is still a topic of discussion, the answer to which is been given by many but still new answers keep coming up for it is -
what is love ?
There i was on the given time at the given place. the evening sun was on me and there was no shelter from it. but the heat was not getting to me. at 4 i called her up, there was no response.
again the same thing happned. the sun started beating on me. i waited for about 10 minutes and then i logged into the messanger from cell. her offliners where waiting for me there. the terror revealed it self as i went thru them one by one.
she asked me not to come-but i was already there-the rest was just general stuff, but for the end.
the dreaded words where making me sink then and there.the thought had never occured to me, how can i not contact her again ?
Now the heat was on to me, i looked up into the open sky, there was nothin to see. i looked at the screen read the whole thing again and again , sinking each time deeper and deeper. i left a reply, put the cell back in my pocket and stood there with my self and my lonelyness, watching people passing by, the sun beating up ahead , a clear sky. every time i looked up i tried to find god, may be he can answer. the heart was heavy the eyes where filled but there were no tears. i closed my eyes and tried to control my breathing. may be it would have not been that much, if i had not come with the mind to ask her about us. and so the oprotunity was lost, a fall befor i can even stand up. friends are marvelous creation of god. i did the only thing i could, and i called up a freind. it was really nice talking to him, made me feel better. all he was saying was dont worry you just talk to her. there i went like how will i ever get to talk to her ? how ?
and i turned around to find my answer walking towards me.
the most wonderful sight it was to see her smile.
nothin, just nothing had happned to all the pain which was generated a few minutes ago, replaced by euphoria. what happned next was pure esctatic pleasure. by the time she left me i was totally lost in her aura. so deeply in love i am sure to drow. how am i to give test of love when there isnt any test for love. i write here because i know now she is going to read it.
she had warned me about this, but her warning came late. never mind, as lost as i am i will find my way back when i see here there at the end of the path. all the darkness shreded by light, the monster submitted to delight. just few hours with her can do this to me consider what a life time can be.
pleasuer can be found in many a things, i found it when i show her walking down the road with a smile.