Tuesday, November 22, 2016

My letters to Pam - Day3 of 10

I don't know if I should continue writing these letters after what happened last night. My resolve has been broken. I thought I could go without talking to you for 10 days. I thought you could go 10 days without talking to me. I was so wrong.

Love has made me vulnerable. I can't  think of anything else. I woke up this morning thinking about you. I know you would ask what I was thinking. But there was no specific thought that I could recollect.  I was wondering what you are doing. How much did you study. Did you shit. Whom did you talk with. What you are thinking. What do you want. What do you need. How to make you happy. How to keep you happy. Are you happy with me. Do I make you happy. Can I keep you happy. Can I make you love me. Can I be with you. Can I help you be on your path. What will I do when you will be bored of me. What will I do if you hate me. What will I do when you will love someone else. What will I do when you will not want me. What will I do if you leave me.

I am so powerless. I am hopelessly in love with you.. truly madly deeply... 

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