I have missed a day. God what was I doing. This all feels unnecessary. The idea does not hold valid any more. I am the biggest factor causing this change... I don't know what I am doing. It does not feel right, Nor does it feel wrong.
I know the idea of me being madly in love is kind of hard to digest. I might seem to you like this very crazy person who has lost his senses. It is true... I have lost my mind. Now I am completely driven by my heart. And my heart only listens to you. It flutter badly when you indicate leaving me. It jumps and skips when you talk about being with someone else. This heart doesn't care if you don't love me. It has a mind of its own. I am sorry if this all seems unreal. I am also clueless to what is happening. My mind is there. It can think but there is no control. Heart is totally on command. The mind only comes into play if the heart desires.. and it only desires you..
I don't know what to say.. asking you to study for the exam is rendered pointless by my actions. I am sorry love...
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