all eyes tell a story

"Eye are the windown to the soul"

She looked at my eyes and she blurted "OMG you have sad eyes, why?"

I paused.I knew, anything I say will not make any sense to her or me. but I could not ignore her so I said "my eyes are like that only" 

I had an after thought so I added "Me no find love me keep looking" 

Here is where I knew I am done for, a 44 year man talking incomprehensibly like this has obviously lost his mind. Words are the weapon of choice for a wise man and I do like to think I am one. But I have my flaws.

As Elvis said it aptly "Wise man say only fools fall in love..."

At the slightest hint of love I have alway been ready to jump, head first into the abyss - leaving behind all my accumulated wisdom aside. 

By my experience, while I have continued this quest for love for a long time. But during this while all I have found are lost souls. and I am only talking about the phenomenon of internet. 

I know this is wrong, but I still want to do it. Because all I see is hope. the hope to find - true love. Any other kind of love is not wort the effort. 

So indeed I have lost mind and that explains everything. 

P.S. loving you will be my method in madness. I am just giving it another try.